My sorrows sink
onto the stakes of anger,
through perils of adversity.
Freefalling alone;
gravity pulling me under,
solely in desperation of security.

You’ve let me drop,
let me fall,
onto the burning fires of hell.
To trust again
is emotional suicide,
yet another story sad to tell.

A selfish breath,
a wasted meal;
So many more need this then I.
Take my soul
lose it in the night;
for I shall not waste another sight.

Cast upon me exactly what I deserve,
punish me for my sins.
Wrap your velvet rope
around my hell-bound neck,
pull the lever,
and watch me fall out of hope.